Sweet Tuesday may be gone..But masters deep dark markson me are not. I am left with the sweet reminders of being owned and cherished by him. I was his very good girl yesterday. I couldnt be more proud of where I was able to let myself get to. Master gave me extra markings because of how good I was doing. I was able to take more of his strong hand with me than ever. Subspace is a euphoric state that I dread ever leaving.
Yesterday was perfect! Full of love and pain. The best stinging pain I have felt thus far with Master.
Thanks to all my new friends on here for all the support and advice to help me achieve proper subspace and the confidence to enjoy every sweet crack on my ass…his tight squeezing around my throat and the amazing binding of my small wrists.
Much love to my new friends! ❤️
Finally the day has come. Villa day with Master. By tonight Ill have been marked and taken again.
Nerves have gone and calm has settled in knowing Ill be Masters good girl today.
Knowing all the love Ill receive thru his sweet pain.
The marks on my wrists and around my neck. I Hope they last so I can hold on to them to keep him close to me.
His strong hand with me is all I crave. His hard slap and the redness it leaves behind gives me chills.
Its time. Its Tuesday.
Master presented me today with my new plug (jewel) as master refers to them… for tomorrows villa time. It is pretty but I dont feel confident I have trained well enough. Thoughts of disappointing him are overwhelming me. I am working on confidence with my training but it has been a challenge and I have found myself being reprimanded often. But thru his punishments of me I still find His words are encouraging and he seems proud of my advancements thus far. I have so many tasks to complete today and so many instructions for tomorrow. Master becomes quite demanding as we get closer to our time together. This seems to be how it is everytime. We only have tomorrow to fit everything in that is on his list for then I will not be with him again for another month.
Sorry to ramble my mind is getting crowded and I had to let some thoughts that were clouding my goals and purpose spill out.
Today is the day before I meet master again
Instructions have begun for our villa day
Excitement and nerves are settling in
I want things to be perfect for him
Training has been intense so time now to prove myself
I miss his strong hands on me
Maybe I will have a punishment or two coming my way
If Im a lucky girl 😉
They have no fucking idea..
The way you cry for me
The way you worship me
The way you lower yourself for my needs
The way I use you
The way I hurt you
The way I love you beyond comprehension
The way your mascara runs down your face when i cut off you air supply with my cock stuffed down your open throat
They have no idea the whore you really are
That is for me alone
My good little girl
You are owned & adored
Amazingly helpful. Brilliantly written.
Tuesday Master and me head to our villa.
It has been too long since last villa.
My anxiousness and excitement are keeping me sleepless.
Will the pain be too much?
Or will it be his adoration that hurts even more?
Master is kind to me.
Master has a strong hand with me.
I am going to be a good girl.
Simple thoughts that are wandering through my head preparing for master.